Hi everyone i hope any of u had a great day i just wanted to share my experience and opinion to discuss with other people.
Im not gonna say a lot of personal things because i want to keep this the most anonymous.
im just gonna say that im between 18 and 25 and i live in a developped country.
im gonna give you 2 parts
-my life ( to understand my positions )
-my vision
My life :
Since i can remember i was always a weird kid but everyone accepted me because i'm extraverted and view as funny.
but the problem is no one really respected me or really get interest on my toughts , when i was a *****ager i was always seen as the funny friend by my peers and nothing more,
so i didn't got any girlfriend for all my life altoughts in my late *****s i had a good glow up and started to get notice by a lot of girls but all they wanted is just ***** and it's not my vision of love.
When i try to be myself and when i take off my socials mask most of the girls i talked to seems to lost interest and it make me feels really bad to not be accepted as who i am .
i hate the school systems from the bottom of my heart since middle school but i've got my diploma without any conviction but still got it anyways , now im ***** adult and im lost i just want to make money and stay far away from this system where i feel trapped and hopeless i just want to be free i know im not a bad person i try to help most of people i can but im bad at lying and tell people what they want to hear
I try to be the most rational in every situation and this shit made me a lot of enemies lmao .
my vision : the human race is running to his downfall , i admit it's a bit exaggerated but when i say human race i talk about this society , they are a lot of problems around that most of the people that i see on this forum are aware of , the centralization of powers , the economic crisis etc... and we re i think not far from a major events that will change everything.
We've come to the end on this life cycle , as a ***** person it scare me a lot nothing is promise for us in the future , everyone is getting more dumber everyday , old people don't care about the future and what they will leave to us , nobody listens to other anymore , people don't want to debate and cannot even explain and arguments their ideas and belief .
I strongly believe human are not made to live in large groups but more in a lot of small groups because its impossible for millions of people to have the same belief and vision of the future .
Im gonna stop their but i just wanted to know if anyone got some advice im so lost but i still believe that they're is a solution to every problems and love is the truth
thanks for listening to me
im open for any questions or any responses