I'll keep it as short, simple as possible. Deep Red State. Schizophrenia diagnosis as a youth. Late *****s booze and weed. Then a PLURbie Kid E-Tard. Blah blah blah. Now meth. Daily for about two years. Dormant schizophrenia full blast, full psychosis. FF>>. 100% sober, live with mom. No Medication for a year. Still full blown psychosis. Believed I was an Interpol contractor from MI6, and was Welsh. Get out the house and drive into the night, no phone. Speeding, pulled over. Back and forth with cop, so far so good. Need concrete evidence for delusional self. I somewhat knew , but didn't? This was absolutely not happening like it was upstairs. Aaaaaaand asked the cop to look up my badge real quick to see if I had the rights to get the Bad Guy I was after . Well, turns into a giant scene . Surprised as you, NOT because of the mental patient.Now Five cops, I'm in handcuffs, and they all berate me on lying about that stuff. Before it escalated, I had been apologizing and imploring the original cop to take my apology, give me ticket and let it go. Nah. Jail.Ten Years Deferred. 200 CommServe Hours. Out Patient Rehab. Had nothing at all on or in me for a year. Judge is a My Cousin Vinny judge.Tells me schizophrenics are simply stressed out drug addicts who need to be tough how to calm down or be forever a hospital resident. Bout halfway and I'm medically balanced. Kicker. Having to go street for Adult defict medical assistant. Whjat they got ? Benzphetamine. Works perfectly. Haven't *****d, haven't hit the pipe, no voices or delusional thinking, back in school, sober for Mom's death, it going very well.... except. Peeing dirty for meth and don't have a on paper prescription. I developed dependence on the add. Typical college student, just seasoned. I can go without for longer than a Crystal detox would take. Just find my erratic actions and think amplified without, ironically, an amphetamine. I know it's whatever just don't, hey you're stupid blah blah.we got stuff. I don't want victim clout. I just know where the pattern leads. Hired a dark market person to make prescription labels. That been a nightmare. Obviously still like my dope puns.honestly if I have the clear, toke up a little. Worse comes to worse it's prison. I won't be above ground long enough for them to take me.no meds I need in there. Once I go schizo again, in there? Dead anyway. That's it basically. Dunno if allowed I saw the memo premod thing ,don't erase this, lemme quadruple check I saved it somewhere please. but mainly looking for lawyers who will get it dismissed after all this time, a less headache sleazy label maker, hacker who go bloop crim hist gone, or last last resort a completely physically harmless in no way hurting them or family with any violence, black mail the evil bastard judge who looked me in the face and said you have no future. Well, bout one semester until graduation and I have a pair off ride and a house that's mine. Just want to be all forward.