Ha-ha-ha-ha! LOL.
I'm speechless. I already regretted visiting this forum today. This is some kind of fantasy. Guys, if you consider such things seriously, believe me... you have no chance of success. You've already *****ed everything up. You have only one way out, to lose all your money and go work at a factory. You have no chance in the darknet! This place is not suitable for you!!!